I had no monstrous fear invading my glee, I just was absorbing, listening, and learning!
Learning how to walk into the aircraft, sit in the aircraft, walk to the perch at the door opening, and how to exit the aircraft were being engraved into every nerve cell of my mind, body, spirit, and soul!
I and many of the other students knew something was up when one of the other students decided to make a joke, pun, and/or inject his humor throughout the course. It was indicative that it was nervous humor. That's understandable: but geez! We are busy listening and the instructor was very polite, direct, and courteous in indicating the seriousness of the information.
The hours took care of themselves as wisdom was imparted.............then it was time to fully gear up, and walk to the aircraft!!
Fact: When I am GAME: I am TRULY GAME!!
Fact: Gear on, loading onto the aircraft: LET'S DO THIS!!
Once at altitude, as I recall, jumpers were positioned and one-by-one were adroitly informed that the time was neigh and now and BRING IT!!